LIL WAYNE OPENS UP ABOUT CHILDHOOD SUICIDE ATTEMPT
Lil Wayne‘s illustrious career almost ended before it even began. In 1994, at the tender age of 12, Dwayne Carter Jr. shot himself in the chest with a 9mm handgun.
If not for off-duty cop Robert Hoobler, who responded to the 911 call and rushed the badly-wounded boy to the hospital, the future Grammy-winning rap superstar would’ve bled to death in his mother’s apartment.
For decades, Lil Wayne had claimed that the incident was an accident. But on recent songs such as Solange’s “Mad” and Tha Carter V cut “Let It All Work Out,” he has strongly alluded to it, in fact, being a suicide attempt.
In a candid conversation with former NFL player Emmanuel Acho as part of his YouTube series Uncomfortable Conversations with Emmanuel Acho, Lil Wayne opens up about the day he almost ended his own life.
The Young Money rapper explains that he attempted to kill himself because his mom banned him from rapping after finding out he was skipping school. He also recalls in vivid detail the moments — and his mental state — leading up to him pulling the trigger.
“When I was 12 years old, the school year was kinda ending,” Wayne says. “[The school] was giving us half days on a Thursday and a Friday … But what I would do was, just telling moms that I only had half a day on one of those days. So therefore I stayed out the rest of the whole day like it was a full day.
“When I got home on … I got a phone call from my aunt. She was like, ‘She found out. Boy, you ’bout to get your ass kicked. All that rapping, she ’bout to take that rap folder, she about to throw that shit away.’ So all that had built up [inside] me.
“[I] hung up the phone, thoughts everywhere. Main thought was, ‘I’ma show you.’ So I picked up the phone, I called the police … I went into her bedroom, grabbed the gun and I already made the phone call.
“Biggie’s [‘One More Chance’] was on … I was just looking [in the mirror] like, ‘You know what?’ Start thinking I had to get myself mad and I noticed that I didn’t have to — that’s what scared me. How I knew I had mental health problems was I pulled the trigger.”
Despite shooting himself close to the heart, Lil Wayne says he didn’t feel any pain due to the shock. He claims that when police officers responded to his 911 call, they ignored his bleeding body and searched the property for guns and drugs instead.
Thankfully, an off-duty cop affectionately known as “uncle Bob” arrived on the scene and rushed Wayne to the hospital.
“[The police] saw me, just jumped clean over me and went through the house talking about, ‘I found the drugs! I found the gun!'” he says. “And so it took a guy named uncle Bob and he ran up there.
When he got to the top of the steps and saw me there, he refused to even step over me. One of them yelled, ‘I got the drugs!’ That’s when he went crazy. He was like, ‘I don’t give a fuck about no drugs! Do you not see the baby on the ground?!’
Source :. HipHopDX